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This Month......

Teehee, it is my intro blurb! Isn't blurb such a fun word? Well, if you want to know more about me go to user info....below are my journal entries that (I must warn you) consist of me rambling on and on. So, ummm...have fun reading my entries?

I normally dislike pink, but it looked cool and went with everything else, so...
yeah.

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Dec. 26th, 2004 @ 11:09 am (no subject)

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For those of you who haven't friended my new account,

fizzypenguin, this is just a quick message that I'm going to Ohio and will be back in time for the New Year. I probably won't be updating until then, and can't really be reached (sorry). So spread the word! And please don't email me...

Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 08:51 pm Umm, yeah I was bored...

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The Sun is:

refreshed
Current Music: A Perfect Circle - The Hollow

So I decided to create a new account. I was bored of the username, wanted some more pizzaz, new look, so I started from scratch. And I think I might ditch this account...

So check out

fizzypenguin.
I think it is really cool, and I just wanted a fresh start, you know? Plus I'm REALLY sick of the username...

I'll friend you all soon, please friend me too! It looks soooo cool, I love my layout!

Happiness!

Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 06:12 pm (no subject)

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The Sun is:

AHHH!!!
Current Music: Lostprophets - Last Train

I think I'm going to change my layout but anyway.

Nina and I are doing random memes. Oh and Ranney accepted me WOOH another underpaid summer job.

so I thought this were cool:

Suicide Style? by YorunoKage
Name
Sex
Favorite Color
Date of Death	July 14, 2037
Time of Death (Rounded to the Hour)	6:59am
Suicide Style	Car chase- First steal a fast car of your choice. Now speed past a cop. Once he is in pursuit find the nearsest cliff with train tracks bellow. Use your awesome timing skills and land on a train carring nuclear waste after you go flying off the cliff. The resulting explosion will not be soon forgotten.

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Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 03:15 pm Shopping!!!!

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The Sun is:

random
Current Music: Chevelle - Get Some

Today I told Nina what I got her since she is getting her wisdom teeth out and shouldn't have to wait until after Christmas to find out. So I told her I was getting her the Franz Ferdinand cd, and she was like "really?!
i would've gotten it but that guy with the emo glasses..."

Haha that trip to the Commons was so funny!

got my dad cover for his iPod, yay I have something for him, but mommy still is a problem. Going shopping soon with her in Red Bank, getting people stuff, using my American Express Gift Cheque up. Got all my tips together, strange Ranney memories.

So weird.

So I gotta get Katie, Kero, Okita, Wuffles, Binky, and my secret Santa person something. Oh and Julia, prob. some other peeps I'm forgetting too.

Good luck to me!

Yesterday was cool too. I stayed after they told us we had to go to the Commons but we went to Satz instead. And then we hung out with Tara and Katie and stuff. We being me and Nina. Oh and I got to draw all over Mrs. Jacks' board. And Keith was a jerk when I was talking to my dad, but then again I was using his cell, soo...

It was fun :)

And this song's title sounds so perverted...
..or maybe it is just me.

And today I read this note from Surina to Julia and it was so girly but that is Surina. She mentioned this party thing and said "maybe invite Diana". So I told her I read it and basically said she kinda had to invite me now :)

Haha, Surina is so...amusing :)

I don't think there are any more random things to talk about, so that is all.

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Dec. 14th, 2004 @ 06:56 pm I'm sick :(

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The Sun is:

drained
Current Music: Unwritten Law - Seein' Red

But I might go to the doctor! For me this is GOOD, since I never go to the doctor, and I'm having the same problems I had when I was absent with the asthma and messed up nose. And the doctor means my family might actually DO something about it.

My dad said I might even have pneumonia.

My reply : "Oh, joy."

But I feel pretty sucky, esp. when I go up and down the stairs.

But my dad being the nice guy he is is making me chili. He's too sweet. :)

So once my mom gets home from work, I get to have some nice warm chili, and that should help. Good thing too, because for some reason it tends to get worse later in the day (at least from my prev. experience).

And in the meantime, I'll just take Dimetapp and try to move as slowly and infreq. as possible.

This sucks.
Oh well.

I feel like I'm going to pass out, this is so messed up.

Well, you healthy peeps have a nice day while I glare at you all.

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Dec. 13th, 2004 @ 06:08 pm Quizzys!!!!! (and my own meme!!!)

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The Sun is:

accomplished
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World - Pain

Everything you ever wanted to know.. about you! by anticaps
name
your color	yellow - confidence
your animal	pig - greedy, smart
your instrument	bass guitar
your element	lead
your body part	hands
your season	autumn
your month	august

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Besides the pig part, it is all good :)
I mean where can you go wrong with lead and a bass guitar?

I found this one amusing:

Where Do You Fit Into the Harry Potter Universe? by caitiedid
Username
Age
House	Ravenclaw
You	Rival Hermione Granger at bookish-ness

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And now, for the meme I created (my 1st one!):

The Adventurer's Quizzy by happyhyperfrog
Username
Your Character and Weapon
Your Alliance
Mage Buddy that enjoys making things go poof	vendettared41
Warrior Buddy with a big scary axe	seamonkey64
Thief "Buddy" that steals your money	eponaredgwydion
The Drunk that stalks you for free booze	jackiewackie8u
Special Ability	Morphing into millipede and counting all your legs
Fairy-Tale Race	Fairy- Tiny, mischievous, and curious, lover of pretty things
Familiar	A baby dragon
Why You're Important	You are freakishly powerful, and use it for good
Your Idol	Lyra Belacqua (Golden Compass, because she is a girl)

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Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 06:24 pm Quizzy!

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The Sun is:

devious
Current Music: Chevelle - Wonder What's Next

MWAHAHA I'm such an evil warrior villain :D

Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 11:26 am (no subject)

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I had my yoga party on Friday, that was cool. I also got my person to Secret Santa, and I'd tell you peeps but Tara has a lj and she's in my Secret Santa and could be that person or may not be so I can't say anything. It is going to be really fun tho because I'm going to leave the most messed up clues ever...

MWAHAHA!

Once you have someone's locker # and combo, it is like total power.

Time to start plotting....

This weekend is going to be fun :D

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Dec. 8th, 2004 @ 05:17 pm (no subject)

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The Sun is:

confused
Current Music: Earshot - Tongue-Tied

Today was so messed up. It sucked and then was sorta okay, but I don't understand how cuz it was sucky. And then I was all happy and I had no idea why. So yeah that was today and the Simon test was evil. I added peach iced tea to my interests and Shelby has a lj now so I have reason to be happy now so yay!

Wut sucked about today...
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I didn't do as well as I wanted on that Simon test but I realize I shouldn't be complaining since I should be ok with an 80. And this morning I seriously felt like I was going to pass out and just wanted a nap and Motzy was like torture except I dissed Tio and that was happiness. And lunch I felt messed up and lightheaded and still wanted a nap. But project adventure had some of that underlying drama with Kelly, and I think everyone besides Tara and me should just bitchslap each other and get it all out. I mean Amanda was just making it worse and Surina is just always like all must-confront-Kelly-and-complain-about-how-we-aren't-going-to-do-the-intermediate-wall. Wow those dashes are evil. And Kelly is just Kelly. So yeah, the tension is there even if it doesn't all come out and I just stand there like ummm.... yeah. And so does Tara, and it is just messed up.

Any why is everyone such hypocrits these days? Kelly got on my case saying I could've done the intermediate wall I just wasn't confident enuf and then today was like all "I can't do the prussics so we aren't doing them". I mean, wtf, doesn't that show some lack of confidence, the prussics are easy. And when we were all getting on her case about that shit she was making excuses and there was more drama but then I was still okay and wasn't feeling sucky or anything. Also I was telling Amanda about how I would feel like a hypocrit if I was in an anti-fur thing since I have suede stuff and she said no one else really cared and would do it even if they had suede. Maybe I just think this stuff through too much with all my messed up morals.

And Bio no one got an A on the test but Mr. Simon didn't care and I felt bad for Amanda cuz she did badly.

But I came home and was happy. For whatever messed up reason.
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People are all coming home. Dad has been on a business trip and I'll see him on Friday and Lisa as already mentioned is coming back the 18th and Amanda is all like "Your sister sounds so cool I have to meet her" and it is just weird.

And I've got a little group of new yoga converts. Surina is almost definitely joining and Krutika is and Amanda might because I told her that all hippies do yoga and she looks up to hippies.

My life is kind of funny in a messed up and slightly pathetic way.
Or maybe I just think that....

Yeah...

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Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 07:23 pm Really long quizzy and holiday stuff

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The Sun is:

okay
Current Music: Chevelle - Another Know It All

First, the quizzy:
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So I'm really happy because I started a Secret Santa!

So far Tara, me, Amanda, and Surina are in it, and if you are friends with all of us then you can join, but I don't want to bring people in who won't know some other people in the Secret Santa.

Also, I'm going to make a list of peeps I need to get gifts for. I already have randomly spotted gifts for:

-INKYdu!!!! (a.k.a Kelsey)
-Nina :)
-Rita

And that is it.

I have the Secret Santa group, so that takes care of Tara, Amanda, and Surina.

So, who is getting me gifts?
(that way I know to get you something)

Gotta love the holidays....

Lisa has a job studying bees and she knows all these genuses and stuff so I got her this cute really fat bee for her. :)
I know, I'm a weirdo, but she's the kind of person that appreciates the kind of gifts that someone sees and it actually makes them think of you, and that is what it is. But that might just be because I'm always thinking of her....

LESS THAN 2 WEEKS I'LL SEE HER!

Of course, I have to spend all that time in Ohio with relatives that are all older than me or way younger. Most of them are married and/or out of college. I don't even have anything to talk about. Summer sucked (unless being depressed half the time and working till I get home past 5 isn't sucky), and school is plain old school. I really don't want to go to Ohio, and the only one in my family who wants to go is my mom, and she can get touchy on the subject, because they are her relatives (it is her sister's house [my aunt on her side]). I've been there so many times. And I'll probably have to visit my grandmother (my only still living grand parent) who has Alzheimer's to the point where it is depressing visiting her (she wouldn't even reckognize my mom as her daughter, doesn't know anyone's name, it is REALLY bad).

So yeah, some good stuff and some bad rants.

Dec. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:04 pm Quizzy and my rant trash

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The Sun is:

confused
Current Music: Silence

YOUR PORN STAR NAME: {name of first pet + street you live on}
Hoppy Holmdel (wow that sounds really messed up, and given that it is a porn star name, REALLY disturbing)

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: {name of your favorite snack food + grandfather's first name}
Baked Lays ? (I know my step granddad's name, Sidney, does that count?)

YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: {first word you see on your left and favorite restaurant}
Something J. P. Lee's (a really good mongolian barbecue, not one near Holmdel anymore, oh and 'something' is from my lostprophet's cd)

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: {Favorite spice and last foreign vacation spot}
Basil Canada (I know it isn't REALLY foreign, but closest I've been)

FLY GIRL ALIAS (a la J. Lo): {First initial + first two or three letters of your last name}
D. Fri (ooh, it could be pronounced like Dee Free, that is so weird)

ICON ALIAS: {Something sweet within sight + any liquid in kitchen}
Peach Iced Tea Limeade (interesting..I don't really have peach iced tea near me, only in my day dreaming, but if there WAS something sweet in sight that would be it)

DETECTIVE ALIAS: {Favorite baby animal + high school}
Froggy Holmdel

BAR-FLY ALIAS: {Last snack food you ate + favorite alcoholic drink}
Sour Cream Baked Lays Vodka (B. L. Vodka for short, ohhhhh yeah)

SOAP OPERA ALIAS: {middle name + first street you lived on}
Lynn Holmdel (why does everything have to be Holmdel? grr...)

ROCK STAR ALIAS: {favorite candy + last name of favorite actress}
Sour Skittles Jolie (don't really have a fave actress,but shes cool since she isn't in cruddy chic flicks)

Now for my trashy ranting....

Holmdel's cafeteria sucks. The only good stuff is waaaaaaaay overpriced, and now they aren't getting snapple iced teas anymore, so I have to settle for Lipton which isn't as good. I was complaining about this to the 2 people (besides Katie, she was sick) that I talk to at lunch, and then Mikey G. starts waving his peach snapple iced tea in front of me, and I told him I was going to steal it next time before he opens it. Grr...
Crappy cafeteria!

My mom was acting really messed up today like twice she got really pissed off at me for minor little things and was like screaming at me, and then she'd act like nothing happened. It really annoyed me. It was like if I didn't do a little thing she asked for me to do right away, all the sudden she was pissed off.

So yeah. Thats it of my trashy ranting...

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Dec. 1st, 2004 @ 07:07 pm Yeah Quizzy thing

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The Sun is:

woozy
Current Music: Breaking Benjamin - So Cold

FOUR NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Diana
2. "Short One"
3. Friedy (pronounced Freedy)
4. Furryhead (my wonderful sister...)

FOUR THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Being a blue-eyed, midget lefty (makes me different :) )
2. I constantly try to be happy and very easy-going (and it usually comes naturally)
3. I know how to feel happy when I'm not (I can cheer myself up)
4. I'm very dedicated to what I believe in.

FOUR THINGS YOU HATE [dislike] ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I procrastinate
2. I sometimes talk behind people's backs (and I hate doing that)
3. I have guilt issues that allow me to be easily manipulated, but I also subtly mainpulate people, sometimes without realizing it
4. I suck at most physical activites (like Okita)

FOUR PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. Some other European place
3. Some other European place
4. Some other European place

FOUR FAVORITE HANGOUTS:
1. by my wonderful iMac, Bob
2. the park
3. The Commons
4. Friendly's

FOUR BEST FRIENDS:
(in no particular order)
1. I
2. LOVE
3. YOU
4. ALL!!!!!!!

FOUR PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU LAUGH:
1. Lisa
2. my daddy
3. my buddies
4. myself (I know it is pathetic)

FOUR THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Death
2. myself
3. helplessness
4. Why can't it be 3?

FOUR THINGS YOU HATE [dislike] IN GENERAL:
1. Cats
2. Tomatoes
3. Sponge Bob
4. evil people (Alex, grrr.....)

FOUR OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Snapple Iced Tea!!!!!!!
2. talking to a buddy (I can get REALLY lonely very easily)
3. Music
4. SLEEPING!!!!

FOUR THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. by black fuzzy sweater
2. black shirt
3. jeans
4. my awesome shoes that Kelly called clown shoes grrr!

FOUR THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why I have to fill this whole thing out....
2.
3.
4.

FOUR THINGS I LOVE:
1. happiness
2. Snapple Iced Tea (peach is my fave)
3. music
4. my buddies

FOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
1. pasta
2. shrimp
3. Neopolitan Ice Cream and cookie dough ice cream
4. Snapple Iced Tea

FOUR THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. communication
2. happiness
3.
4.

FOUR THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Why
2. do
3. you
4. care?

FOUR THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. conquer my self-conciousness
2. blah
3. Kill this quiz (wish I could tho)
4. go *poof* outside of AIM

FOUR THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. smile
2. try to kill this quiz
3. act drunk/hyper without sugar or alchohol
4. go BLAH!

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. I
2. HAVE
3. NO
4. LIFE

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT RIGHT NOW:
1. more sleep
2. this quiz to go *poof*
3. my homework to finish itself
4. a Snapple Iced Tea

FOUR CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. I
2. REALLY
3. DON'T
4. KNOW

FOUR PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. agh!
2. grrr!
3. BLAH!
4. *sigh*

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Don't
2. want to
3. think about
4. that

ooh, it is done! yeah I got kinda lazy at the end....
And I really want an iced tea right now in case you couldn't tell...

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Nov. 27th, 2004 @ 05:25 pm What a fun weekend :D

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The Sun is:

happy
Current Music: Lostprophets - A Million Miles

Wednesday was awesome :)

Took the 4:00 train to NYC. It was delayed, so we got there and got food by like 5:30. We ate potato knish since Pizza Hut ran out of cheese pizza and mushroom pizza (they didn't even bake their own, stupid little ppl, they just heated frozen ones). The knish was good :)

So then we walked over to Roseland Ballroom for the concert. We started off at the doors, and then had to practically go all around the block to get in line. We were early (we didn't want to miss Letter Kills). So we were waiting in line, and they were selling Hobastank long sleeves shirts for $10, so I got one. It is pretty big on me and the sleeves are too long, but it is comfy. On the front it says "h∞bastank" in light blue with the ∞ in red, and on the back it says three days grace and the tour locations and stuff. And it is dark blue. It is my first band shirt :D

So then we go in, and go down some stairs to get on the main floor. We see Letter Kills decently close up. They were good, but they were better at Warped. Alina was all sad because Matt (lead singer) cut his hair. So then we explore the venue a bit, and go to the second floor. We are just on the 2nd floor when Alina sees Tim from Letter Kills. So we talked to him a little, and it was really cool, but he all alone and I felt kind of sorry for him. But it was really cool.

Then Three Days Grace comes on and they were sooooooooooo much better then when I saw them a bit over a year ago. I thought they were really good, but Alina thought they were 'boring'. After Three Days Grace we move up a bit to a rail, and stand on it for Hoobastank. Hoobastank was great, but that might have been since I knew every single song......

So it was a really awesome concert. And then we took the train back, and Alina kept on being like "don't fall asleep, or I'll hit you to wake you up". I listened to some music on Bluey, and managed to keep awake. Dropped off Alina at like 1 a.m., and then my mom and I crashed.

Really fun day. And it was all foggy in NYC, the skyscrapers looked a bit like something out of Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow.

Thanksgiving was nice, and I didn't pig out too much, which I'm proud of. Hope everyone else had a nice Thanksgiving too!

And I've just been chilling at home, and tomorrow I'm going to Surina's house and hopefully I'll see the movie Polar Express with my family.

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Nov. 23rd, 2004 @ 09:01 pm Thanksgiving soon...

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The Sun is:

good and sucky
Current Music: Earshot - Goodbye

...Lisa not coming home :(

I feel sad not having a Thanksgiving with her. And she hinted she wasn't coming home for spring break. And she is only coming home for part of summer. And soon it'll be even less.

:(

And I'm such a clingy little sister, so needy. And she pushes away.......

At least I've got my daddy. He pays more attention to me than mom cuz he's a lot less busy. And he cares so genuinely. Yesterday I ate dinner slowly and wasn't feeling well, but I just chatted on like my normal self. He noticed, asked if I was feeling ok. He read me so well, it was just amazing. And just now he was asking about how I ripped the cd's and stuff, and noticed my Earshot cd was classified as "metal". He inquired, and I assured him cd's lie of genres, cuz they do. I mean, I only listen to music with metal instrumentals, not metal vocals. I even played a bit of "Someone" for him. And he's been feeling relly cruddy lately, yet he took sometime to see what I was doing. It was just really nice :)

My mom is being nice to, taking me to NYC and a concert with Alina, and taking off some of work for it. She's so busy, that kinda thing means a lot.

I'll be helping mom cook Thanksgiving dinner, and I'll enjoy it, even without Lisa.

And I bought a pie for my family from the French Honors Society, and I feel so good, because they give so much and I give so little back usually.

Today kinda sucked. Clayton always gives so much homework, and it is otherwise such an easy class for me, so I feel like it is so useless. And Motzenbecker made me feel like an idiot. He asked if any of us knew anyone in a partnership, and I raised my hand and said my dad. Then he asks what my dad does, and I said its complicated. So he pushes it and asks if it deals with law (like a firm I guess) and I say no. And I'm really sure he didn't believe me.

Those of you who know what my dad does, know why I didn't want to tell the whole class, esp. Mr Motzenbecker, who is such a skeptical jerk. And for your information Motzy, my daddy is not just in a partnership, he's in charge of it (and founded it). And it is actually referred to as IME PARTNERSHIP. So there. :P

And of course Ms Randall for McNamara wasn't too fun, but she seemed nicer then yesterday at least. She was wearing red boots and a short suede skirt and had black eyeliner. She so wants to be younger, and its kind of sad (in a pathetic way).

Yeah, so that is what is going on in my messed up head and life.

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Nov. 21st, 2004 @ 05:32 pm (no subject)

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IF YOU ARE IN GETTIS:

I need so much! Please help!

I've read everything like 5 times and have my texbook, but I still can't figure out:

-There aren't any study and discussion questions for "Security". What do i do?
-What is the theme for "Growing up Game"?
-What is the topic sentence for "How to Name a Dog"?
-What is the theme for "Death of a Tree"?
-What is the topic sentence for "Flight of Rachel Carson"?

PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!

Nov. 20th, 2004 @ 04:58 pm Be Warned!

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The Sun is:

insane
Current Music: Chevelle - Get Some

How evil are you?

Haha, that was fun.

Q: Favorite Weapon?
A: Pen!

Mwahabwahaha!

RANDOM : The play is AWESOME! The ending isn't THAT great, but overall the play is awesome, SO IF YOU CAN GO, GO OR I GUARANTEE YOU'LL REGRET IT.
Its going to be packed tonight (it was pretty full yesterday) so try to show up a bit before 8....

It is 10x better then Satz plays. And its creepy, the kind of creepy that is so funny it is great, and gets Diana hyper.
My parents are going :)

And there is the part where the creeper does an evil laugh, and it is such a great evil laugh, it makes me jealous.

SO GO SEE IT!!

You know what I just realized? Half of what I listen to is Chevelle. They're just so great...

They're like my favorite band!
I mean, they're creepy, and you peeps know I love creppy-ish stuff, esp. when it is funny-creepy (at least for my insane mind).

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Nov. 19th, 2004 @ 04:03 pm I CLIMBED THE TOWER!

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The Sun is:

psyched
Current Music: Submersed - Hollow

So much going on. I have evil Gettis thing, the play (ushering), climbing the tower, and going to NYC w/ Alina on Wednesday :)

I climbed the tower today. 3-sides of the tower are rock wall, and then there is a side with a ladder leaned against a pole with rungs and space where people can sort of "shimmy" up some static line. The stuff on the side that isn't rock wall takes only two-people groups (1 climber/ 1 belayer) as opposed to 4-people, and all four of us (Me, Kelly, Tara, and Amanda) wanted to climb today, so that was the best way. It was pretty easy, and it really gives you a rush. Up at the tower I wasn't panicking, but my body wouldn't stop shaking, and I was a bit freaked out at first when I was going down, but once I realized how much control I had I was fine.

It was fun, and I felt woozy once I got down. And feeling woozy is awesome :)

I've got to go to HHS at 6:45 for the play. That should be cool, but a lot more people are coming on Saturday.

And NYC is just going to be awesome!!

Ooh, yay for awesome song!

Nov. 16th, 2004 @ 08:59 pm randomness

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The Sun is:

crazy
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World - The Middle

Hey, I'm in Project adventure with Amanda and Tara! Yay, we get to freeze while climbing the tower! fun, fun.

Aagh, I REALLY need to download some more music, there are so many songs I want!

I've been listening to Another Know It All (Chevelle) like at least twice every day. That song kicks ass! But it would be better for my mental health to get some new stuff to listen to.....

Yeah, that's it....

EXCEPT I GET TO SEE HOOBASTANK AND LETTER KILLS THE DAY BEFORE THANKSGIVING (NEXT WEEK!!!) IN NEW YORK CITY! WITH ALINA (

maneatingspoon)!!!!!

IT IS GOING TO ROCK!!!!

the sad thing is that I've already seen the first two opening acts (Letter Kills and Three Days Grace) in concert seperately. Three Days Grace sucked (but I wasn't going for them anyway) and Letter Kills rocked (Warped tour!!!).

Sorry, Nina, this must be kinda of saddening. I know how much it sux to not be able to go to a concert :(

Yeah, that REALLY is it.

Nov. 12th, 2004 @ 04:13 pm Better now....

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The Sun is:

drunk
Current Music: Chevelle - Until You're Reformed

Yeah, I'm ok now. And, uh, Binky, sorry about that whole posting thing. That was weird....

Speaking of weird, I THINK this is what happened with Surina and me:

Ok, I told her to email me and then I'd email her back, but I never got an email from her, and I didn't know her email address, so I was all confused. Then Amanda starts telling me "Surina is SO pissed at you". like during every math class, and I'm like, "she didn't email me, it is HER fault."

So then during Bio, Amanda tells me Surina did email me and I'm all confused. That's when I realize "Oh, she prob. emailed my OLD email. Whoops...."

So for all you peeps my email is this:

radioactivefroggy@hotmail.com

Well, I got Surina's email, so I gotta email her and wish her a happy Dewali.
Really messed up.

Nov. 11th, 2004 @ 09:46 pm Ugh. I'm sick....

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Of Everything. Sorry for this ranting of things you don't want to hear, it is just I'm so sick of my lunch. Julia hardly ever talks to me anymore, and I'm sick of the same jokes, the same little things everyone talks about, andsick of feeling like an outsider and bitch because of it. I don't feel like I even BELONG to my lunch table anymore. I usually only talk to two people, and just a bit. I can't wait for Tara to come to my lunch; then at least I'll have Tara and Katie.

I just felt like today everything was so boring because they were just complaining about tests (esp. Clayton) like always, and, well, nothing exciting. And I guess my worries and issues don't quite coincide with everyone else's, and it is not their fault (more like mine), but I can't help feeling this way.

I guess the real thing is NO ONE MISSED ME AT ALL. Everyone was just like, "Oh you're back, hi.".

And I hate myself for beeing so needy of reassurance, and I hate myself for being such a self-concious bitch. And I hate the fact that some people might try to comfort me and it might work for an hour, but I'll just feel crappy later.

I was so happy last year.

Surina is away, I don't see Nina, my lunch buddies are in one (if any) of my classes.

IT SUCKS.

And I don't care if it will be better NEXT year, because I still have quite a few months to go.
It doesn't help that all my friends left stage crew....

I'm trying so hard to be happy, but why does it have to be so hard?

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